(via starrylightss)
I cant even describe how I feel right now. Im so tired of the same thing over and over again. Im so tired of getting hurt. Im tired of getting lied to. Im tired of thinking that maybe this time you actually changed. Im tired of always going back to you. Im tired of giving you chances everytime you screw up. Im tired of actually thinking maybe this time things will actually work out. Im tired of giving my everything and not getting it back in return. Im tired of being taken for granted. Im tired of trying to stay strong even though im broken inside. Im tired of doing everything I can to make you happy even though im unhappy myself. Im tired of putting you before myself. Im tired of arguing over the same things over and over again because you don’t learn from your mistakes. Im tired of trying to help you to become the best you can when you dont put in an effort. Im tired of trying to keep us close when you dont have a care in the world. Im tired of breaking down every night. Im tired of pretending like im okay when im nothing close to it. Im tired of thinking “everything will be okay” when nothings getting better. Im tired of getting my hopes up when we actually start talking, only to get shut down a couple days later. Im tired. I’m sorry im not enough for you. But this is me. I’m not going to change. I’ve done everything I could, everything. All I am is broken inside. Im sorry. I hope you find happiness wherever it lies.
